I feel like the best way to get to know someone is to see them cry, so here I am crying. A lot. 

After a long chat with my best friend. And by my best friend I mean Melissa, my therapist.

Watching Queer Eye.

In front of the whole AdLab during a weekly meeting.

On Halloween when I couldn't get the glue from my bald cap off.

On the toilet.

Because my friends were making me laugh so hard.

When I said bye to my friend.

Past my bedtime.

When it was time to board a flight back to America.

When I said hi to my friend.

When I was 15 and unfamiliar with the hormones that would soon destroy my life.

Because I was so sad that the Beyoncé concert was over.

My first time eating something that wasn't curry in a month.

Making the scariest face possible in an effort to not scare the children.

When a sign literally fell out of the sky and split my head open.

Talking about how much I love

J.K. Rowling on the Harry Potter book tour.

Watching Love Island.

When Christina Yang moved to Switzerland.

Watching Serena lose in the U.S. Open Finals.

Watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians on the airplane.

When my heart was softened by the spirit of Christmas.

The morning I woke up to a nest of 10,000 ladybugs in my kitchen.

On the bathroom floor.

Watching Beyoncé's "Spirit" music video.

Trying to be low-key at dinner by myself.

Reading a book about orphans on the airplane.

When the lights came on at the intermission of "Wicked."

Wearing my sunglasses indoors so that I can't see my haters and my haters can't see my tears.

Because my heart was overflowing.

When I broke my arm on my birthday.

Listening to "The Climb" by

Miley Cyrus in the year 2019.

In bed at 9 PM.

When there was an actual party happening on the other side of my bedroom door.

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